You’re the brother I never had

Dear favorite cousin ever. max,
You know how much I love you. You’ve always been there for me since we were little babies. If I ever lost you, I don’t know what I would do with myself. I would just lay there on your grave & cry enough years that a whole entire beautiful garden would blossom from how many tears I’d have shed. Just when I start thinking about it, I start to cry because you are such an inspiration & you mean so much to me. You have grown up so quickly right before my eyes. I never want to see you hurt. You’re like my little brother, & I treat you like my son. Haha which I’m sure gets annoying sometimes & I’m sorry. Haha but, I try to protect you from so much & am so defensive of you too because I don’t want you upset. You’re like my little baby. I’m so thankful for all of the crazy memories we have together. Like when we were babies & you’d always want to take baths together at the condo. When we were toddlers & we were watching the power rangers movie in your bedroom at your house on that little, tiny, foam couch that unfolds. We were laying there & I got scared & you put your arm around me & pulled the sheets over my face. I will never forget that & how safe I felt as a little girl. How we used to have sleepovers & sleep on palettes our moms would make on the floor with pillows & blankets. To when we were in our early teen years like 12 & we would go out on the balcony at grans condo & sit there & talk about our relationships. You & all your girlfriends & me & all the guys I liked. I won’t forget the one time we were going to stay up all night at the condo & as soon as it hit midnight you said goodnight & told me that we had stayed up all night. During my club volleyball game this season when I looked up & I saw you standing there cheering for me, made me play harder than ever. Max, we have made soooo many memories together. I would not be the person I am today without you & all the support. I can tell you more than I can tell my best girl friend or my own sister, my best friend. You are such an inspiration & you are so humble, you don’t even know how much you have impacted me. I love you to pieces maxxy. I can’t wait for all the more memories we will make together in all these next years to come. I love you from here to the moon & back & will love you until the world stops spinning. Never forget that baby ❤ xoxo Cami
















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