you’ve caused me so much heartache. you’ve caused me to shed so many tears. you’ve hurt me so much. it makes half of me hate you, but the other half still love you like always. my head tells me to quit talking to you, but my heart tells me to stay. i want to stay because of the feeling i get when we are together. i love that feeling, and i never want to lose it, but you’ve hurt me so much, i don’t even know where to begin to figure out this mess i’ve gotten myself into..